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[He's not nervous. No. He's still reeling. Caleb Page of all people here with him. Frank has spent so long watching him out of the corner of his eye in the ranks, in the bar. Kneeling on the bed pretty much above him. Goddamn.

The lube is cool and he rubs his fingertips together.]

One for now. Got it.

[That first stroke has him groaning.]

Good. I dunno when we'll be able to do this again.

[Frank's thick pointer encircles Caleb's ring piece.]

Isn't that the truth...

[ A truth he's not really looking forward to. Not when they've finally said things they should've said a long time ago. All the more reason to make this night count.

He pushes against the finger, ]

C'mon, Frank. I'm not made of glass.

[Hurry up and make it last are conflicting in his brain. No going back from here. And to be honest, the thought of enduring more oblivious agony, it would be so cruel, so unfair.

His free hand presses against Caleb's ass and gives him a squeeze.]

If you were, I wouldn't be so keen to fuck you.

[A little prompting and he's pushing on in, watching the way his body stretches and works. Frank swallows thickly.]

[ In Caleb's mind, they might finish up quickly on the first round but then they can go slower on the other times. They got the whole damn night. This is all just them, just each other, no one else.

He arches a little off the bed at the first finger pushing into him, hips canting into it as his muscles contract and then relax, flexing around the digit. ]

Fuck. Nngh, I've wanted you for way too long.

[ And it felt good to be able to admit to it now. ]

[One finger and that's what gets this going. Frank's are thick, rough. His cock even thicker. He works with the tilt of Caleb's hips. His free hand smooths over his rump, down the slope of his back and over again.]

Y'know we can't jack off any other place then the can.

[Which really doesn't give you much time in the end. Especially to...do more than jack off. Frank swallows and pulls back to pair a second finger.]

How'd--? Did you just--?

[Did Caleb play with his own asshole in private? Or was that just for free days and strangers? Again that makes his heart leap and clench. This is real.]

[ He gives a small moan at the second finger being added, eyes closing and pushing himself to take them in. ]

I jacked off a few times in the shower when I was there alone. Sometimes the bed.

...You ever think about me like that?

[Frank's breath catches and he keeps working the two fingers together, getting the hang of it fast.]

Fuck did I. Hard to keep my eyes and thoughts to myself. Not like I can explain getting a boner out of the blue after looking your way.

[They worked at close quarters anyways.]

Christ, I'm gonna go for one more.

[ Caleb continues to grind against Frank's hand, ]

What were you thinking about? Me sucking you? Riding you?

[ A hand goes back to his own cock, ]

Or just bending me over and fucking me in front of everyone?

I'm not all that imaginative, you know that.

[And he has a very breathless laugh admitting it. One more finger stretching and he works his hand.]

Fuck, I wanted to touch you all over. That was enough to get me going. The rest? Damn, can we do all that?

I don't think that's true. You get plenty creative when you want--

[ Interrupted by another moan, his body tensing briefly before adjusting to the feeling. ]

Of course. I wanna do everything with you.

[ He reaches up with his free hand to run his thumb along Frank's bottom lip, cupping his jaw. ]

[Oh yeah? Since he feels the tension Frank stills before working slow, pushing against the strain.]

Christ, you're so hot.

[He leans in and crouches down enough for him to press a kiss to Caleb.]

[ He grins up at Frank, ]

Looks who's talkin'.

[ But he kisses back, his hand moving to cup the back of the other man's neck. He licks his tongue into Frank's mouth again before the kiss breaks, breathing a little harder. ]

I think I'm ready for you, baby.

[Everyone, everyone knows that Caleb is the more conventionally attractive soldier. And that's almost out of all of em. He's even more attractive than Billy. Frank is in no position to be bashful but to hear him say that really does ignite a lighter feeling in his heart.]

Are we gonna fuck like this? You bent over?

[No nerves, nope. Just wanting to do it all right by this man, his free hand smooths over his ass and straightens up.]

[ Maybe he is (not that Billy looks pleased whenever it's brought up) but Caleb has only ever had eyes for Frank since the moment they met. He wasn't able to be honest about it at all, even when he first realized it. Tried to tell himself it wasn't true. But God, he's so glad that isn't the case now.

Caleb gets up on his knees and plants a firm kiss on the other man. He's grinning again when he breaks it, flushed and heart racing. He tugs Frank by his tags as he moves over on the bed, laying down on his back and spreading his legs apart. ]

On top.

[ He adjusts himself, already angling his hips like he has a few times with other men but this time it's with the man he's always wanted. ]

Just like I imagined it...

[No maybes in Frank Castle's eyes. He's never had all that many impure thoughts about men. They all have good looking parts but fuck Caleb is the package deal. What seals it all together is that he's fucking Caleb Page through and through, close as a brother and then some.

Frank nearly falls forward at being kissed and pulled. He catches on and follows suit, laying over him. The bed dips from their combined weight and he nudges his way and bends his knees.]

Fuck all, you drive me out of my mind.

[Blissfully, happily. Frank reaches down to press his cock tip to Caleb's asshole that is still smeared up with lube. He remembers to use the same hand to slick up his cock some more to help. At least there's no surprise that he's hung. His attention lifts up to Caleb's strong jaw and pale eyes.]

Just paying you back for what you do to me.

[ All the time. Especially when he's wearing tight shirts or no shirt at all. And the showers? He's become a master of staring blankly ahead in that department.

He's ready for this. More than ready. But when Frank stops and looks at him, his hands cup the other man's face. ]

I love you, Frank.

[Brown eyes widen and his eyebrows quirk because he can't fathom how that's possible. But it is. A slow and shaking smile as he feels his cock sink in smoothly, beautifully deeper.

And with those words Caleb has the ability to just strike him dumb like lightning. He can't think of what to say because it wells up in him so fast and real that he surges forward into a kiss. It all feels so right, so real. So natural. In the wake of the kiss that is melting hotter and faster than an ice cube in hell he pulls back enough to say:]

Baby, you already made me so happy.

[And now this? Frank nuzzles his neck and shakily sighs and laughs. Three words, Castle. Come on. They're important and on his tongue and in his throat.]

[ For a brief, fleeting moment, Caleb wonders if he said the wrong thing and possibly ruined it all. His heart lurches in his chest until he sees Frank smile and then he's thrusting in deeper. Caleb gives a sharp intake of breath that ends in a moan. One that is muffled by Frank's kiss.

The moan continues as his body takes the other man in, walls tightening and then flexing as his arms wrap around Frank, hugging him close as he nuzzles Caleb's neck. He turns his head enough to kiss the man's ear, temple. Against the skin, he grins again, relieved and elated. ]

I didn't think I'd ever get to tell you.

[Nothing wrong, oh no. Everything seems to be completely set into place the way God, if he's out there, intended it to be. In the strange zig zag of it all it was supposed to be like this. They're still getting into it. This is only the start. It's like all the confusion and uncertainty of before has been burned away in the handful of hours.

Being held so tight in Caleb's arms and body. Frank lifts his head to look into Caleb's face.]

Careful cuz now I'm gonna wanna hear it all the time.

[Goofy smile here and his eyes flutter as his mouth drops open to moan.]

[ Caleb gives a half moan, a half laugh at that, moving his head to kiss the corner of Frank's mouth, ]

Good thing I like saying it.

[ He rolls his hips against the other man. ]

I love you.

[ Maybe it's 'rushed' for some people. They've only known each other for the months of training. But who knows what's going to happen over there. One of them might not make it back. Caleb didn't like entertaining the idea but he was sure, if it was going to be either of them, he'd be the one to get hit. Frank was like a force of nature in a combat situation. He seriously doubted anything could take him down let alone keep him down.

If it was going to go down that way, he wanted Frank to know. He wanted to have this time with the other man. ]

Edited 2018-03-28 15:40 (UTC)

[Face to face, no way or want to hide or shy away. They're finding a pace and all this time training and slaving away beside one another. They always talk about how the bond between soldiers is closer than people will understand. Frank didn't feel the same magnetic pull to anyone in the ranks the way he felt with Caleb. After their long nights it was like he couldn't stand to be apart from him.

Shit is gonna happen. They're going to get deployed in a matter of weeks, a month at most. Giving himself to him and all that it means, nothing scares him. Frank's eyes flutter as he rocks his body forward into the cradle of Caleb's hips, deeper.]

I love you, Page.

[ Caleb's hands grip at Frank's back as he starts to move in and out, breathing out a sigh at the words, his breath hot against the other man's skin while lips press more kisses to wherever he can reach.

He repeats it as the slowly set a pace for themselves.

'Love you, love you, love you.'

It's almost like a mantra of sorts as much as it is a confession and promise. No matter what happens, that love will be there. ]

[For all the anxiety and uncertainty edging around the act itself, they come together beautifully and simply. Caleb's body is as tight and muscled as it always has been and compliments in every counter motion. For all their big talk it's a real and honest expression, maybe even a dialogue back and forth confessing all the things words can't rightly expression. Breathing in the words exhaled in kisses and moans.

Fuck it's good. He's in deep and there's no going back. Good. The words, the emotions, the sensation.]

You're it for me, baby. Sorry...sorry it took so long.

[No one, nothing else. Just the Corps and Caleb own him in every way. Frank's arms keep him propped up and gliding forward again and again, deeper and gaining a hardness. Never harsh, never cruel though he suspects the man beneath it would happily take it all.]

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